I need more to learn in this life.

I'm just a little part of this world. I'm inexperience and I shame with myself. I really have no clue at with the reality in the world.
I so immature and spoiled girl, I try to change to become more mature and don't such a kids.
Everything need process, I willing have the experience it.
He say , sometimes I don't pay attention with anything, but I am paying attention.
I lave lot of lacking, and still need more to fix it.